deeply disturbed

crazy!!!

insane!!!

deeply disturbed!!!

how come?... ul get insane, crazy, deeply disturbed or whatever if dont know what to do in your life... and now im opening my new lifes chapter... right at this moment im alone... thinking of something that can occupied my mind... i stop skuling because of the common reason... MONEY... we cant live without money nowadays... u cant travel, eat, live and die... ha ha ha... sounds funny... yeah!! really!!! u dont have the right to die because coffin and other stuff where your body suppose to be stuck in is soooo expensive... we shoul really accept the fact that we cant really live on these earth without money... money money money... what the fuck...

maybe i will become morbid obesSse... fattylicious one!!!....

at these moment i can really tell who are my real friends!!!.... really real... who really cares for me... thanks for them... we do have a short span of time to be together but they treat me as if im always present.... they texted me with a sense or nonsense messages... but who cares.... as long as they remembers me... it reall touches my heart...

thank you TEAM BORDZ!!!...

to those my friends who only texted me because you want something... sometimes it really hurts me becuase you just remembers me when you need something... weve been friends for almost 3 years... but anyways... thanks for the friendship... i will treasure it...